The first time I set my eyes on you.

The beginning of my story with him. It was totally not what I planned it would be. I set myself for not falling in love with any guy. Okay, he was my first love in that college. How did I get to know him? Well, it was all started with these 2 guys who fighting over a girl. Well, she is not as pretty as you thought and they're just playing with LOVE at that time. The first time I hung out until morning and every time the guard asked us to go back to our apartment we just pretended we were walking back to the apartment but then we started to hung out at the boys apartment. I meant, outside apartment. My friends tried the new stuff the boys gave to us but I don't want it. Let it be a secret. hehe. Then I was playing guitar and the other guy that I just met like 3hours then the next day they asked us to hang out with them again. We did but that time I was feeling guilty because I did it which they asked me to follow them and I and a girl that very naive with words and obey with everything they said. I was in two-heart. Let it be a secret again. Hehe. Then, the other guy was driving and asked me to sit in front so I did and the other guy asked me to get out of the car because he had something to tell me but the other guy asked me to stay and I was so confused. Well, it's a hilarious story of mine. I don't even know why they so obsessed about me back there. I was nerdy, without make-up, ugly with a scar and very not so good with dressed up with my hair tied up like an egg with my jacket and shoes and with very tomboy style. Seriously, I did it on purpose for not attractive to men. I walked like a man and until now I still walk like a man. I did it because I am scared of the world nowadays. I don't care about my look actually. Haha.Who cares. Okay back to the main story. So I get out from the car and I thought he was telling me something that was important but he told me he...Okay, let it be a secret.. Hehe. Then blablablablabla. Long story and until I met my best friend Adam(not a real name). We're too close and they thought we were coupling but we're not. I like him as a friend. Well, he's kinda cute and short but I am still the short ones. Even Zharif thought we're on a date but we're not. I like him because he can dance and very cute as a lil brother. Haha. He is very childish, fyi. Now, we're not that closed and he has his own life now but we still cool. He is closed with Zharif.  Oh, his ex-girlfriend name is same with mine. Very hot chick btw. Haha.  Then blablablablabla. Haha.


     It's 2008 where I got friend with Zharif and Adam. It's our last exam for that sem. We're hanging out at Jumbo Jim and there's where I  met Zharif for the first time. They're heavy smokers. That time he's still with someone else and I was with no feeling with any guy. I played with their cigarettes and made them laughed. I was a pretty amazing joker that time. Haha. I like making people laugh for no reasons but now I am not that funny anymore. We're hanging out and blablablablabla. Then it's our last night before exam. He taught us history and I was very attractive with a guy that knows how to be smart. Oh yeah I am~~ haha. But yet, I still not interested with man. My friends, fyiuh! Everyday, every night and every minute talk about guys. Why and how and very emotional with men. I was like very bored and just kept advising them that men are not everything and blablablabla until they told me they're so jealous to see me that kept smiling and laughing like nothing happened. It's a long time ago when I was with no heart for a guy. Even my friend was afraid I will confiscated her lover. Haha. Dude~ I was noob. The final ended, I was going back to Sabah for Christmas and got wished from them all and even he told me he missed me. Auw~ but hahaha. Let it be a secret.

    It was 2009, went back to college and registering for the next sem (actually I 1 month late registered). I missed lotsa classes and every subjects I can't understand at all. Haha. After that, my friends and I were lepaking at the lobby and suddenly Zharif appeared from nowhere and sat in front of me. Well, I like him that time but I can't. haha. He asked me to buy him a simcard from Sabah because Sabah can make free call until morning. Unfortunately, I forgot to open the simcard. Haha. 1 month late entered the classes and the another 3weeks was exam day. So, someone was texting me and asked to study together at the library and guess who? Yeah! you're good. Haha. We hung out until the library closed and went for drinks. After that, I forgot already. haha.. Even if you ask him, he will never remembered it. haha. It was 21st January 2009 and he wanted to see me and wanted to tell me something. From that moment our love were shining like stars. The End~

See, nerdy me and handsome him.

P/S: OMG~~ I read back then I knew I did typo a lot. =="